Am I Entertaining You?

Sometimes I wonder who reads this blog…is it another who suffers as I do, or someone who is amused by my writings? I don’t know how long I can keep this up? I am exhausted even writing, it drains the life from your bones and muscles.

Tomorrow morning I meet with my psychiatrist, Wednesday morning with my therapist, an I am wondering where I will be later this week. I don’t feel like I am a functional human being. I just haven’t absorbed whatever partial hospitalization is supposed to offer. Oh I know, coping skills, techniques to lower anxiety etc.

I think its just gonna be long-term therapy, thats what could make the difference.

Either way, whether you are entertained or find I am someone you identify with, I will be right here until the end.