This latest chapter of my life is soon to be concluded.
Throughout the last few days new developments have crowded into things and are forcing my hand. I am going back to work, at least on a smaller scale. My therapist wants me to test the waters again. I will be returning mid-month to a very few hours. See how it goes and possibly expand then after a couple weeks.
I am skeptical but I am willing to try, because I am given no other option. Without this attempt nothing different will happen. I have tried to return twice with anxiety stopping me dead in my tracks.
So a couple weeks from now everything goes into motion. I am already feeling the anxiety.