This is Where it all Began

***Let me preface this blog with a warning.*** I am not going to soften the graphic images I relate too you in words. I cannot. If you are struggling with your ability to withstand the descriptions of sexual abuse I caution you to consider what you do next. These are my memories and recollections. They … Continue reading This is Where it all Began

Imagine a world..

Today, I heard a little piece on NPR about a zero carbon city. You know, all the imagination of a city and eventually a world free of all the demonized power we rely on today to survive. A future that exists currently and primarily in our minds, though we are making some minor strides toward … Continue reading Imagine a world..

Should I or shouldn’t I?

When I write it is problematic for me. It causes people to either freak out or say good job. This is my open journal of life, my thoughts, intentions, my failures and fears. I am going to take a break. When and if I feel it is time to return, I will. If not, good … Continue reading Should I or shouldn’t I?

this is why..

People kill themselves. There is nothing worth living for, more specifically, there isn't enough good to outweigh the incredible pain. I totally get it. The psychiatrist doesn't care, he gives you another med and says see a therapist. The process of even looking for a therapist is daunting and intimidating, and you are in no … Continue reading this is why..

Bipolar Signs…

If this were a criminal investigation, the research would be starting to reveal the truth. As I analyze the data and look at the evidence, a clearer picture is developing. In the daily, grind it out story of a life, are the signs one is expecting to discover. People having a manic episode may: People … Continue reading Bipolar Signs…

Begin and End

Life is a series of beginnings and endings. We will often have no control of the the circumstances of these events, they seem to just happen. We may find ourselves bewildered and confused, hurt and damaged, and with nowhere to turn. We are at the mercy of much which we don't even see coming, some … Continue reading Begin and End

Pornography and its Devastation-Two Former Porn Star’s share their Stories (video)

I thought these two short video's would provide us a look into a world that we haven't truly acknowledged.  Maybe this enlightenment will be part of the reason we continue to work to eradicate porn from our lives. May the Holy Spirit help us to be strong and overcome in a world that continually attempts to deceive … Continue reading Pornography and its Devastation-Two Former Porn Star’s share their Stories (video)

The Entry Points of Temptation

***CAUTION: ADULT CONTENT*** We really have to be on our guard men, our society tells us one thing and then advertises another. Payday candy bar. To my shock and dismay they used the inference and imagery of a "flasher" to advertise their product. They actually show the wrapper being removed and pixellate the area where genitalia … Continue reading The Entry Points of Temptation