Seasons Change

I received the letter and avoided the phone call concerning the pathology results from my colonoscopy. My polyps were precancerous, they were caught in time and therefor didn't develop to their full potential. Thats good news; the only downside is my new schedule for testing, it has been moved up to every 3 years. Next … Continue reading Seasons Change


Should I or shouldn’t I?

When I write it is problematic for me. It causes people to either freak out or say good job. This is my open journal of life, my thoughts, intentions, my failures and fears. I am going to take a break. When and if I feel it is time to return, I will. If not, good … Continue reading Should I or shouldn’t I?

In the Moment

It has been a difficult transition going back to work and I haven't been writing much lately but just wanted to share a tidbit with you. My job is very physically challenging, the mental aspects of management are also freaking me out a bit. You see they transferred someone out when I came in, they … Continue reading In the Moment

David’s Big Mistake…Our Big Mistake too

In the spring of the following year, at the time when wars begin, David sent Joab and the Israeli army to destroy the Ammonites. They began by laying siege to the city of Rabbah. But David stayed in Jerusalem. One night he couldn’t get to sleep and went for a stroll on the roof of the palace. … Continue reading David’s Big Mistake…Our Big Mistake too

Prayer and Presence

Prayer is a powerful tool in the arsenal of the Christian. I will not waste my precious few words here disputing that truth, that would be futile. However, I do want to challenge us in our thinking to go beyond the posture of supplication into bold and energetic action. The Holy Spirit is our intercessor with the … Continue reading Prayer and Presence

9/11 and Beyond-The Trauma that Lingers

This is a reissue of a post first published September 11, 2015 September 11th.  Just the date itself evokes memories, thoughts, and emotions for many people across our country. Today, I watched as the President of the United States and the first lady walked silently from the White House, past an honor guard, and through … Continue reading 9/11 and Beyond-The Trauma that Lingers

Donald Trump: A Commentary on our Society at Large

I am surprised by the shock shown by so many people when it comes to Donald Trump and his presidential bid. Why? Because it is a direct reflection of our society as it stands today. A culture that glorifies violence and sensuality, mortally plagued by eroding values, the elevation of style over substance, the concerted effort … Continue reading Donald Trump: A Commentary on our Society at Large

The Real Me…

Is often afraid Is sickened by my sin Feels useless sometimes Doubts loves truth Feels so alone at times Sees dark things in his mind Fears failure Carries deep shame Feels very old Is misunderstood Has lost his passion   The Real me... Will not go quietly into the night Refuses to give up, and … Continue reading The Real Me…

The Table is Set…

We gather every Sunday to worship God. Our songs plead for mercy and we agree on our mutual, desperate brokenness. We admit our inability to live in a holy and righteous way without Jesus, and yearn for a closeness and bond with our heavenly Father that is unmatched here on this temporal plane. We use the words of lovers, … Continue reading The Table is Set…