YOU put a time frame on my healing. YOU are the one with sage advice. YOU still aren’t walking in my shoes. YOU still don’t understand the total devastation. YOU want me back at work. YOU want to act as if nothing ever happened.
I need you to leave me alone. I need listeners not talkers. I want to be OK. I want to enjoy life and be in the moment. I want to be a husband that is available to my wife. I need freedom from anxiety. I need time to heal from my own sabotage.
There is nothing beyond that for me now.