Things have settled into a steady pace now. My medications seem to be working their magic by keeping me stable and sane. No great expectations but conversely no deep depression.
It feels like the best things could possibly be.
Maybe its just a beautiful summers day that helps. Maybe it is spending less time thinking about failures and living in the moment. No matter how temporary this is I will take it. Relief from regret and groveling in the dirt are a welcomed reprieve from what I have lived with so often and for lengthy periods of my life.
Now I am writing, looking out the window at a beautiful sky, feeling the cool breeze on my skin and listening to music. Yes life is good and I am soaking in its moments.