Justice, Judgement, Mercy and Forgiveness

These words have been rattling around in my brain as of late. I am applying them to not only myself but those who have harmed me. I admit there is some question as to whether or not any or all of them are part of my conversation. This may sound confusing, let me attempt to … Continue reading Justice, Judgement, Mercy and Forgiveness

A Story…How He Loves

How He Loves Today... today I was reminded of this song and the story behind it, I was moved again. I felt emotions I haven't for quite a while. You might even say that it inspired me to make a move back towards God. It's been some time since we've spoken. Please take the time … Continue reading A Story…How He Loves

Should I or shouldn’t I?

When I write it is problematic for me. It causes people to either freak out or say good job. This is my open journal of life, my thoughts, intentions, my failures and fears. I am going to take a break. When and if I feel it is time to return, I will. If not, good … Continue reading Should I or shouldn’t I?

The Disturbing Trend of Leaving Everything to God

Ok, here a few observations: Christians are busy, especially Christian leaders in any capacity. Much is left to the intervention and "will" of God, at least until the revelation of failure in which men intervene and become their own almighty gods. Christians assume an awful lot, and in doing so, they have grown lazy in … Continue reading The Disturbing Trend of Leaving Everything to God

In the Moment

It has been a difficult transition going back to work and I haven't been writing much lately but just wanted to share a tidbit with you. My job is very physically challenging, the mental aspects of management are also freaking me out a bit. You see they transferred someone out when I came in, they … Continue reading In the Moment

Found in the Finding

It is refreshing to live in the light.  Life is invigorating when we aren't clouded over with a bunch of sin and fear is relieved when our closets are clean. Stumbling around in the darkness we are prone to bump into addictions, new and familiar, replete with our wrongful justifications. Now don't stop reading because I used the "A" word. It is … Continue reading Found in the Finding

Back to Work

I have been on injury leave from my job since December of 2014. For the mathematically challenged like me, that's just about two years. Let me tell you, being outta work that long will drive you crazy; there is the injury itself, the pain, dozens of therapy sessions, two surgeries, confinement...all that stuff. Then there is dealing with … Continue reading Back to Work

The Entry Points of Temptation

***CAUTION: ADULT CONTENT*** We really have to be on our guard men, our society tells us one thing and then advertises another. Payday candy bar. To my shock and dismay they used the inference and imagery of a "flasher" to advertise their product. They actually show the wrapper being removed and pixellate the area where genitalia … Continue reading The Entry Points of Temptation

In your face Satan.. Its Celebration Time!

This week, I had the rare opportunity to share my personal story with a group of men, most of whom I did not know. I told them of all the mistakes I made, the willful disobedience and rebelliousness that infected my heart and how I eventually suffered complete and utter failure that reduced every hope and dream to a pile of … Continue reading In your face Satan.. Its Celebration Time!